Uncomfortable Arousal

The fact that
you barely know me
and tryna run up in me raw
with yo 8 inch homie
I wonder

Do you got that shit??
or you on that shit??
cuz you dont know me slick
and yes! I wanna let you hit
but
what if you got that "gift"??
what if i got that "gift"

That gift that keeps on giving gift
you know that shit that itch
break out in warts and sores and shit
and or burn when u piss
i mean don't get it twisted we can still
totally do this
just how bout a layer of protection
cuz I don't care how sexy
no nuts
no guts
is worth an infection
lets see
if both u and me
are honest in our inventory
brutally truthful in our reflections
both of us have been risky
frisky
a lil too tipsy
young n
dumb n
preoccupied with cummin
this is no judgment
just want you to think of somethin


do you have a future??
I thought so cause we discussed it

and while it feels like we are the only two people in the entire universe at this moment who matter....dont mean we should trust it
I desire sooooo deeply to be here with you tonight
and please believe I can make it just what your fantasy was like
I think we should do it right



we've sat back palavered and philosophized
held hands shared with each other
some of the thoughts behind our eyes
stuff like jobs,the kids,politics and hip hop classics
and how you was thinking bout going back to school taking classes
but the one thing we aint ask is
what is your HIV status
I can tell you Im negative
cuz I have been tested
Alright !!!!! You are too??
sweet that's whats up---BET THEN
I'm diggin you even more
since our affection remains after such a conversation
exchanging crucial information
elevating anticipation
I got some condoms on the dresser
over there by my purse
turn of the lights lets see who gets to them first